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IM OFFICIALLY 18

Without You...

Assalamualaikum

Mhmm, Im currently working at International Federation of Red Cross (IFRC). Aaaand that is why I've been away from...most likely everything. Ya Allah, it is soooo tiring that I dont even have time for myself lagi lagi tengah in the process nak pindah rumah ke Sepang. Yet I have lots of fun working there because of my colleagues, they're nice. But the fact that I have to change from one tranportation to another, somehow lessen the spirit to go to the office day by day. The pay is quite high compared to my friends.

Im turning 18 soon, just a week more to go.

I almost forget about it. So yeah, my handphone so pandai that it suddenly stop functioning as if it knows that my birthday is coming soon. Dad, pls buy me a new one *begging with eyes wide open*

Wishlist :

1. Socks

2. Purse

3. Tank Tops

4. Handphone

5. Converse Sneakers

6. Lots of White Chocolates

7. Ralph Lauren Romance perfume

8. Fatima's hand-made card *sobs*

9. Handsome boyfriend, hahaha k tak

12 January, A Day Not to Forget

Assalamualaikum

AL-FATIHAH

FATIMA ZAHRAH OTHMAN HISHAM

I cant say much, I still cant accept that yre gone. Every memories keeps on playing back in my head. I cant even look at yr pictures, any of them. Not for now, I even avoid myself thinking bout you when only Allah knows how much I miss you. I just need time, I still think that yre still alive though I was there when you were buried :'[

Ya Allah, sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang dapat menghubungkan aku dengan dia kini dan selamanya. Aku percaya bahawa sesungguhnya dia lebih bahagia di sana, tiada lagi kesakitan yang harus ditanggung olehnya. Aku harus redha dengan pemergiannya Yang Maha Esa tetapi doaku akan sentiasa bersamanya, insya-Allah.

To dearest...

Uncle Hisham, Aunty Anis, Adenan and Azri,

be strong okay? We will always pray the best for her. You can take us as yr daughter though it will never be the same, never. We shall leave this to Allah, the Greatest of all.

Waiting Outside The Line

Assalamualaikum

He is the one I've been talking about all this while, LOLOL

Logan Henderson
Y U SO CUTE? Y?
Btw, he is one of the Big Time Rush members. Ala, lagu B-B-Boyfriend tu ler. Dia ada dimple, dayyuum. I really really cant take my eyes off you. I like you to infinity and beyond :3

Sebenarnya I got nothing to say. Taktau nak update apa apa pun since I did nothing for ths whole week and even last week except for y'know my brother's wedding preparation. My sister-in-law is currently staying with us, Im really glad. So yeah, enjoy yr school holiday since it will end.......really soon but not for me :b

Looking forward to my family gathering right after my brother's wedding :{D

Never Felt So Real

Assalamualaikum

AND AGAIN, MAYBE I WAS WRONG

One more thg, lets just pretend I didnt go to the prom.

Prom Night

Assalamualaikum

I AM GOING TO PROM NIGHT

I AM NOT GOING TO PROM NIGHT

I AM GOING TO PROM NIGHT

I AM NOT GOING TO PROM NIGHT

I AM GOING TO PROM NIGHT

I AM NOT GOING TO PROM NIGHT

I HAVE NO IDEA

Everything depends on my daddy. So Nina, pray hard.

Best Thing I Ever Had

Assalamualaikum

Today is exactly a week after spm

I was busy looking for a job but then, dad didnt seem to let me work. He asked me to take care of my lil sister. Dad, he's not a little girl anymore. But Im still gonna work, maybe somewhere nearby. Im sorry, yr allowance is not enough for me.

IM GOING TO WEAR BRACES SOON

Fuuuh, finally. I cant wait, I really am. I've been thinking about it since form 3 and now my dream will come true. Enough of braces. Y'know what? Most of my friends are busying with their driving license, and I.......do nothing. Because I've been driving for about 9 months already *berlagak* I wish you all the best friends, it isnt that easy at first but you will get used to it sooner or later.

Did you realise?

I rarely and usually avoid saying 'good luck'. Probably because I dont really believe in luck, y'know everything comes from Allah. As if yre gambling for yr life, you should pray for yr life. So, what Im trying to say is you better pray the best out of Allah instead of hoping for yr luck. 'All the best' is probably the best one for me now.

Picture posted by Nina

Venue ; School Museum